Tests of Life...

(i found him veryy cute)

Here I am standing in the path of life looking at the reflection of myself and trying to figure out how to pass the various tests that walk my path ...

Every now and then people around me have masks on their face and have draped the costume of fakeness...its beyond my understanding how to deal with such individuals and situations.

The situations around me, the people, the atmosphere everything has just crossed the brim and level of understanding so much so that I wish to flee away to a world that withstands all this...

Its been 19 yrs of my life and I still have to prove my worth to many...unfortunately even to those who are close to me....

A confused gal like me nowdays depends on Astrology.com for answers to life and hope for all the motivating horoscopes to turn into reality...

But 1 thing that bloomed out from this entire pool of mud was my decision to start writing a book...

As of now I still ask myself
When will life stop testing me?When will the outcome show its colors? When will I reach the path of serenity?


Until then

Adios

It feels different, It feels Good!!

A month and a half and thanks to my buzy, hectic, stresseful, tiring schedule that I was unable to post an entry on not4 glibbers.... Im just at my initial stages of realising what it takes to be a Media student specially a TV student...

A roller coaster of emotions and yet another phase is all that has engulfed me this entire month and Im glad that now the ride has smoothened and its back to a safe drive from a roller coaster one...

Back to TV:

Myth- loads of fun, exciting work schedule

Reality- loads of work, loads of assignments, shitty deadlines

But im loving it anyways cos its an amazing experience and a lot to learn from...now I know how to operate a full HD camera along with a tripod and do post production as well....:D

Back to life:

The past 2 years in college have taught me so much that I can regard myself capable enough to write a thesis on human emotions and behaviour...all those who have or once upon a time had been a part and parcel of my world have definitely taught me the true realms of life and least did they realise that in their attempt to do so I took the efforts to understand those who were never noticed by me or who I personally considered as underdogs.

I met individuals...a guy lost in love, a girl with a broken heart, but saw a "Friend" in them. Their walk of life and mine were different but merged to the same destiny and that was understanding and a ray of hope that one day reality will frame the way we want to See it.

Ive been there and done all and when I see them I see "me" ( an individual who was like them at a certain point in life but has changed to see and experience the better episodes of life) and the present "me" aims to change the "me" I see in them.

My friend wrote a blog on how the world hurts you and how you should forgive them.

"Forgive" & "Forget" are 2 key principles of life...

but in my opinion "Forgive" & "Remember "so that the next time you are hurt you would remember that you forgave the wrong person and that your life could be a lot more jocular and ecstatic without them.

Im still in the learning process and I have a lot more to assimilate from the world around me...

So everytime I do so, I will come up with yet another post ...

Until then

Adios