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Monday, December 7, 2009

Unspoken Part 2...


"Unspoken Part 2" is a second version of Karan's blog http://faithlessfreak.blogspot.com/. He inspired me to write my version...

K: " Hey i am sorry .. but are you there??"
(Pause)

A: " Yup" ( omg..its him …!!! )

K: " I know all the things about us not talking any more and stuff but..."

A: " Go on" ( Why do you have to remind me??? Don’t you get it how difficult it was to take that decision…the decision of NOT talking to you….)

K: " Did you go for it? How was "Her" wedding?"

A: " It was Lovely ... i wouldnt miss it for the world, are you in " Her" friend list...ill soon post some pictures there... is that ok,"( You better see it…I look pretty enough to make you regret having kicked me out of your life…)

K: "that will be great... thanks...i wanted to come ... but... you know....?"

A: " i know ... " ( reasons, reasons and reasons….you were always ready with them……Like I care anymore…Do I????)

(Pause)

A: " Hey, Heard you are working for NDTV now... congratulation.. must be swell"

K: " Yah NDTV Imagine ... do you know, i am officially a director now..." ( !!!! )

A: " Ahhh nice... congrats Oh i am a news reader for 5 Metro... Should start sometime in March...
K: "ahhh nice... congratulations.. We both achieved what we set out for... a promise made to each other one sunny afternoon in college... is finally realized" Damn neat will see you on tv.. soon... wont i...??"

A: "Hopefully.. but i am trying to see if i can make it to NDTV here or in Delhi.. " ( Im glad you remember atleast one of the FAKE PROMISES you made)

K: You are not trying.. bombay??"

A: No not bombay...dont like the place...( With you living there I definitely wont … I bet he thinks I’ll ask for help)

K: Is it the place or... Dont worry i wont bump into you???

A: " LOL, aint my worry... will sock you if i see you!!!"

K : " I dont make you cry... i never did"
(Pause)
A: "Sure you dont... ne ways id love to stay and talk but...but i cant" ( I hate you as much as I loved you)

K: " yah i understand"

A: "Sorry 'K' " ( did I really have to be apologetic???...)

K: " Later...”

A: " Not later as well 'K' " ( how I wish I’ did never had this convo with you…but I’ll make sure I never do so again…!!!)

K: As in yah... i got that...

A: " I cant have us talking... hope you understand" ( Hope you realize how I felt when you said the same statement pierced right through my heart 5 yrs back…)

K: " Like i told you i dont care

A: " I cant say much....( You are the same..MEAN as you were that day…)

K: " i just wanted to know abt the wedding so i pinged
i dont wanna know.. i am not asking"

A: " Sorry then,,, may be someday.. try not to hate me and someday..." ( I tried not to hate you …but I failed..)

K: "we dont sock each other when we meet.. thats good enough for me...why u beeing sorry...i understand...and i dont hate you"

A: " lol... i aint.. been sorry im sayn im sorry for cutn the conversation shot now
its pretty childish but i cant help it" ( how does your medicine taste in your own mouth)

K: " I said i understand"

A:" maybe sumday ill contact u my self... and see if you are willing to be socked ... till then ta... " ( Hell yeah ,, Im waiting for that day …)

K: " Have a good life A...may you get all that you wish for...

A: lol hopefully ( Yet another fake side of yours)

K: Adios.. it was nice knowing you

A: You az well.. K take care ( I really don’t mean that…or do I???..)

K: " thanks TC"
A:- Bye ( IF ONLY YOU HAD KNOWN HOW DIFFICULT IT HAD BEEN FOR ME ON THE 14TH DECEMBER 2004 TO HAVE LET YOU GO…CAFÉ COFFEE DAY,CONNAUGHT PLACE,NEW DELHI..YOU WALKED AWAY AND THERE I WAS STARING AT MY LIFE ..MY LIFE THAT FOLLOWED NO PATH…A DEAD END..THERE I WAS….( sob)

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