Emotions, Anyone?

This blog is a concoction of everything that just kept running across my mind and I decided to pen it down. It may make sense, it may not but I felt good venting out whatever was clogged in the head for a couple of months. Enjoy the ride...

Sometimes I wonder is there anything or anyone who could probably understand a tad bit of your inside story? The inside story that runs in your mind courtesy the environment and circumstances around you. 

Today I ponder over how do you have anyone understand your emotions, your agony, happiness,  battles with the mind and heart, conflicts with what is wrong and what is right.  HOW?

2013 has been a retarded year and believe me you when people say life is a roller coaster ride, my roller coaster track somehow saw only the way down. Deceitful hope but in vain.

At this age I was a victim to so many situations which I probably wouldn’t have encountered if I was over Smart, had a strong political mind and was cunning. I’m annoyed with the worldliness around me and can’t help but wonder how do I survive in this world that has Homo sapiens who are constantly on the move to destroy your inner conscience leaving you in a dilemma with yourself. 

The definition of People in my dictionary-

Purely Emotionless Over Practical Losers on Earth

Switch on the news channel and all you come across is “kaunsi party jeeti” ?  ” Arvind kejriwal ne kis kis ka mooh band kiya”? “Kisne kiska khoon kiya?”    

I mean c’mon guys, when was the last time you ever heard something worth a mention on the idiot box.

Where are the emotions? Where is humanity? Everything seems to have disappeared with the onset of materialism and competition with one another. 

Do you stand in the group of people who have persistently been targets to unfaithfulness? I’m on my way to joining this group soon. 

I’ve read quotes that say “ I don’t let anyone’s insecurities, emotions or opinions bother me,I know that if I’m happy that’s all that matter’?? But my question is HOW???? 

When you happen to be surrounded by people who are insecure, emotionless freaks and opinionated ALL THE TIME, how do you stay happy? You can ignore them initially but for HOW LONG? 

Are you with the perfect people? As per a new friend cum philosopher, Perfect doesn’t exist and I’m sure all of us agree. 

Changes are inevitable but why is it necessary to change???  The whole idea of being one up destroys the concept of emotions. People need to look at the greater picture and comprehend that competition might take you one step further initially but after a while you’ll be left behind alone.

I wouldn’t say 2013 taught me a lot, Staying in Delhi did, but 2013 definitely added more to my book of unpleasant experiences and callous people. I’ve encountered changes in people, atmosphere, situations and a lot more at a soaring speed blowing away the faith in humanity every second.

Life can be simple. Life can be enjoyed. Life needn’t be a roller coaster ride. 

Until then

Adios