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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Tests of Life...

(i found him veryy cute)

Here I am standing in the path of life looking at the reflection of myself and trying to figure out how to pass the various tests that walk my path ...

Every now and then people around me have masks on their face and have draped the costume of fakeness...its beyond my understanding how to deal with such individuals and situations.

The situations around me, the people, the atmosphere everything has just crossed the brim and level of understanding so much so that I wish to flee away to a world that withstands all this...

Its been 19 yrs of my life and I still have to prove my worth to many...unfortunately even to those who are close to me....

A confused gal like me nowdays depends on Astrology.com for answers to life and hope for all the motivating horoscopes to turn into reality...

But 1 thing that bloomed out from this entire pool of mud was my decision to start writing a book...

As of now I still ask myself
When will life stop testing me?When will the outcome show its colors? When will I reach the path of serenity?


Until then

Adios

2 comments:

tHe LeGeNd oF r@M ™ said...

You now understand my decisions in the past...

I couldn't take the fakeness either! It annoyed me, when no one could come up and speak the truth and instead retorted to lies and sweet talk...

As for life, its never going to stop testing you. Dont treat it as a test though! Its better if we keep getting tested over and over, so that we're ready for whatever big exams that come up!

Instead of us screwing around tension-free and finally realizing the big bad boards is just a week away :P !

@Mb3R said...

Ram u cudnt tk the fakeness but dude i was never fake wid u... and agn, here i onli speak 4 myself and no1 else...thngs gt screwed up btw the 2 of us cos of ur attitude towards me and nt anybody else...barring all this, yes indeed life is a bitch and all the phases that we go thru test us in some way or another...Im prepared and I gess everyone shud be...:)
Tkcr & best of luck!!!

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